This dream may symbolize a desire for comfort and security in your life. The presence of your mother, who represents nurturing and protection, suggests a longing for a sense of stability and support. The fact that she has a new job and can afford a house for all of you may represent a desire for financial stability and a sense of belonging. However, the twist of the house being in a different country may indicate a fear of change and leaving behind what you have become comfortable with. This could also represent a fear of losing your independence and having to rely on others. The breakdown and crying in front of the host stand may symbolize a fear of being judged or rejected for your vulnerability. The host stand may also represent a sense of control and structure in your life, and the bitch telling you to stfu may symbolize your inner critic or fear of being silenced. The hug with your coworkers and the kiss with Carlos may represent a desire for emotional connection and support during this time of transition. The weird food your mother brings may symbolize unfamiliarity and uncertainty in this new situation. Overall, this dream may reflect your conflicting emotions and fears about moving back home and leaving behind your current life.