Had to go to the hospital. Sta in car, but couldn't get out. Became sick, tried to call 112 (or 911), bit no one came. While later I just stepped out. Went to a hospital room where a nurse was and my sister. Woman lay in bed to be operated. Nurse thought it was a good idea to start the surgery but while cutting the woman open with a kitchen knife, she accidentally hit the heart. Surgeon came in (who was the psychiatrist at my real life work) and asked who did this. Nurse lied, but surgeon laughed and didn't mind. Only thing was that left leg had to be amputated now. While later I was in my own bed about to be operated on. Family wasn't at the hospital yet. Room was full with equipment. Hadn't eaten yet and food was promised to me when in the hospital. Eventually a half hour before having to go to the OR a girl came in with some containers with meaty sandwich toppings and now sandwiches. Told her I was a vegetarian, but she didnt have anything. She told me she started late today because she was hungover and felt like throwing up the whole morning. Same surgeon came in and got dressed. Got me dressed as well. Surgeon talked to me about operation. When I almost had to go, family came in, around 12 people. Asked if I voud hug them as I was already wearing operation clothes, but I could. Couldn't even hug all them, because had to leave. Went to a room with 2 nurses, the surgeon and a woman. Told the woman that o was the heart donor. Looked confused at the surgeon and he told me that I allowed this while donating my hair the first time. So I asked what they would do with my heart and what I would get in return. If I was about to die in the OR. Surgeon said that the woman had a slight chance of getting out of the operation alive. I didn't get at all why I was here. I was about to be operated on and they just wanted to give my heart away, but I couldn't tell them that, because I could also help the woman on front of me. Before a choice was made, I woke up.This dream may symbolize feelings of being trapped or stuck in a situation. The dreamer is unable to leave the car and becomes sick, possibly representing a sense of helplessness or being unable to take control of their own life. The hospital setting may represent a need for healing or seeking help for a problem. The dreamer’s sister and a nurse may represent support and guidance in this journey. The nurse’s use of a kitchen knife instead of proper surgical tools may suggest a lack of expertise or care in the dreamer’s life. The surgeon, who is also the dreamer’s psychiatrist, may represent the dreamer’s inner voice or conscience. The amputation of the left leg may symbolize a loss of balance or stability in the dreamer’s life. The dreamer’s family arriving late and the lack of vegetarian food may symbolize feelings of neglect or not being understood by loved ones. The dreamer’s role as a heart donor may symbolize self-sacrifice or giving too much of themselves to others. The dreamer’s confusion and questioning about their own life and choices may suggest a need for self-reflection and making decisions that are best for themselves. Overall, this dream may be a reflection of the dreamer’s current struggles and a reminder to take care of their own needs and well-being.
