8/20
i was in school in a city
in my college dorm it was the same layout but my roommates were lucy and kitti (my current friends from LA in my late 20s). My and lucy shared a room and she kept buying these computers that kinda looked in the style of a T84 calculator like hot pink. I wanted to ask her to be more clean and was waiting for a private moment to do it.
There was a guy from my class who I was dating and I had two babies and he was really good at helping me and taking care of them. I thought I forgot to feed the dog but realized there was food in the bowl. It felt good.
Earlier in the night I had a dream where a guy named Greg raped my friend Grace. I think it happened in or near my childhood home. We didn’t want to drive with him to the next event but somehow everyone seemed to forgive him and forget except for me. I think I was at a party in college. I didn’t want to drive with him because I didn’t want him to know where I lived. This dream is really hard to remember but it woke me up in the middle of the night. This dream may reflect your current thoughts and feelings about relationships and forgiveness. The school setting could represent a learning experience or a place of growth. Your college dorm, which is familiar but with different roommates, may symbolize a change in your current relationships. The hot pink computers could represent a desire for more fun and excitement in your friendships. Your hesitation to confront your roommate about cleanliness may suggest a fear of conflict or a desire to maintain harmony in your relationships. The guy from your class who helps you with the babies could represent a supportive and caring aspect of yourself. The babies may symbolize new beginnings or responsibilities in your life. The dream about Greg and Grace could represent a past experience of betrayal and trauma. Your reluctance to drive with him may reflect a fear of being vulnerable or exposed. This dream may be a reminder to address any unresolved feelings and to forgive in order to move forward in your relationships.
