I was in Sunday School in my home ward sitting by Heidi Widmier and she was a Dr provider of some sort (NP) but dressed in sunday clothes. We were talking about our kids and she was offering to babysit them for spring break and I said we already had arrangements and they would stay with my hairdresser during the day and she had 5 older boys who would also be there and they would be really sweet and kind with my kids. And I told her about the Farfan family that used to live by us. And she was nodding and saying how nice it was that I had them. Then she was talking about how she was glad to have Reiley Glascock as a pt because she would probably need an abortion and then I felt comfortable telling her that I almost needed one recently but I got cut off by the teacher starting class when they asked about the abortion ban. So I raised my hand and said something like "I don't think it's unreasonable to allow women to have access to the healthcare they need when a pregnancy becomes unviable and the mother's health or future fertility is at risk" and as I was talking, Heidi and everyone else was scowling at me, and I knew they all thought I was bringing up some random situation that rarely ever happened and was irrelevant and that I wasnt considering how most women who get abortions were just irresponsible and didn't want a baby so they wanted to kill their baby instead (all unsaid but I understood it implicitly). But there was a St Lukes Dr across a row who looked at me and started talking (he said "no, she's right) and completely validated what I was saying and that's the only reason anything I said was sorta accepted (but not really accepted, just not outright rejected). Idk who he was but he was in a white st lukes coat with a stethoscope, blue pants, and his outside leg was crossed and he was leaning towards me and looking at me like I had something important to say.
This dream may reflect the dreamer’s inner conflict between societal expectations and personal beliefs. The setting of Sunday School in a home ward suggests a sense of community and religious values. Sitting next to Heidi Widmier, a provider dressed in Sunday clothes, may symbolize the dreamer’s desire for guidance and support in navigating difficult decisions. The discussion about children and babysitting may represent the dreamer’s responsibilities and concerns as a parent. The mention of the Farfan family may symbolize a sense of familiarity and comfort. However, the dream takes a darker turn when the topic of abortion arises. The dreamer’s hesitation to share their personal experience may reflect their fear of judgment and rejection from their community. The scowling and unsaid judgments from others may represent the dreamer’s fear of being ostracized for their beliefs. The appearance of the St. Luke’s doctor, who validates the dreamer’s stance, may symbolize the dreamer’s inner strength and conviction. This dream may suggest the dreamer’s struggle to balance societal pressures with their own beliefs and values.
