This dream reflects the dreamer’s deep-seated insecurities and negative experiences with art. The dreamer’s hatred towards art is likely a result of past criticism and degradation from their art teacher. The dreamer’s subconscious is processing these negative emotions by placing them in a familiar setting – their old Christian school. The dreamer’s desire to retry an art competition at their old school suggests a desire for redemption and a chance to prove themselves. However, the dreamer’s insecurities resurface when they are given the wrong canvas size and a different color, symbolizing their fear of not being good enough. The dreamer’s anger and tantrum represent their frustration and disappointment with their own artistic abilities. The dreamer’s fear of being kicked out and handcuffed reflects their fear of failure and punishment for not meeting expectations. The appearance of their father at the end of the dream may symbolize the dreamer’s need for support and validation from a parental figure. Overall, this dream highlights the dreamer’s struggle with self-doubt and the need for validation in their artistic pursuits.
