Woke up from a dream where I was helping as a training officer for fire department rookie class and as they were being fitted for their new class AA gear and modeling it, I looked up and saw De'Anna sitting there and she was sitting there waiting for me? She literally smiled and waved and looked as beautiful as ever and I couldn't wait to get close to speak to her and hug her. We finally had a break and when i went over she'd left to speak with someone and I motioned for her to come back where she was. I went over to wait for her and Lanisha was sitting there eating and I sat down and we joked for a moment and then when De'Anna came over we immediately hugged for a looong time and I remember saying in near tears 'I said if I ever got to hug you again...I'd NEVER let go!" and then I basically woke up with a heaviness and sadness in my heart that's still here as I'm typing this with near tears feeling as if I'll never get a chance to experience and enjoy my heart's true love. Lord help me! This hurts and is sooo confusing!
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Just woke up from a dream where I was either living in or returning to a fairly large house/home/dwelling with rooms I never explored or finished.
I just remember a certain level of familiarity and it was like I was rediscovering areas and spaces that I was previously familiar with and always intended to fix up or fix on and never did.
One area was a couple of rooms that connected with a garage area/workshop area that had a computer that was still on and it was working. It had the previous owners info still attached and then I remember seeing Lelia's email address as though she'd used it (I think she was a tenant in my home at some point)
It seems like REmisia and I were there and was changing clothes and I remember now rubye, felecia, and I think kaye were all excited about an outfit that covered your whole face and had a mask that you were to put on. It was fashionable and everybody was excited about it and they were trying to get one for remisia and trying to convince me but I thought it was dumb and pointless b/c it looked just like your regular face, but it was a mask. (WOW)
I also remember doing something and then stopping to allow the radio broadcast for the church to begin. And I was fusing about Union Hill still singing "Jesus, that's my King" or In the cross and fusing that it was THAT old and again I think i was talking to remisia and she was saying that she thought her granddad or dad harvey was in the choir too at some point.
I then remember getting ready to start a new job at a wal-mart, bank, security like combination where I would be rotating all the jobs with other people etc and it was my first day or I was in training or something.
That's all I'm really remembering right now, but the unexplored rooms was the main thing and the level of familiarity that was there.
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7.28 am
Finally happened! Dreamed DEM came 'home' to me from work I guess, she had on stockings and heels and was as short/cute/petite as ever. We hugged, kissed, embraced, and cuddled and both marveled at how equal, compatible, and connected things were.
In the dream, HER car was in the driveway waiting and when I told her she was probably waiting to talk to HER, she was about to go out there but then HER left and I just went and hugged her from behind and told her not to worry about it and we resumed.
The dream was so real and I was 'feeling' everything I could but it was like I was also tyring and comparing to make sure this was the correct decision and it was all the way around.
I then picked her up and was talking about when I was a firefighter. There was a kid there but I can't make out who the kid was.
For the brief moment when comparisons were considered, again when HER entered my mind, it was all sexually related and that was basically it, but with DEM it was intimacy and so much more and there was just peace and a knowing! It was sweet and beautiful.The dreamer’s subconscious is trying to process feelings of nostalgia and longing for a lost love. The house represents the dreamer’s mind and the unfinished rooms symbolize unresolved emotions and thoughts. The dreamer’s exploration of these rooms suggests a desire to confront and address these unresolved issues. The computer with the previous owner’s information and Lelia’s email address may represent the dreamer’s past relationships and how they still hold a presence in the dreamer’s mind. The outfit with a mask covering the face may symbolize the dreamer’s desire to hide their true emotions and feelings, possibly due to fear of rejection or vulnerability. The radio broadcast for the church and the dreamer’s thoughts about Union Hill singing old hymns may represent the dreamer’s spiritual beliefs and how they are intertwined with their emotions. Overall, the dream reflects the dreamer’s longing for closure and healing from a past relationship.
