This dream may symbolize the weight of responsibility and the desire for intimacy and connection. The dreamer has just left school, representing a transition or new phase in their life. They are carrying a middle-aged, semi-naked woman on their shoulders, which could represent the burden of caring for others or taking on their problems. The crowded and heavily rainy town may symbolize the chaos and challenges of the outside world. The fact that the dreamer has never been to this town before suggests that they are facing unfamiliar challenges or situations in their waking life. The woman’s mental challenges and sexual desire may represent the dreamer’s own conflicting emotions and desires. The dreamer’s reluctance to go home with the woman could symbolize their own hesitation or resistance to taking on more responsibilities or commitments. The dream ends with the dreamer alone, looking at pictures of a non-existent girlfriend, possibly representing their longing for a fulfilling relationship. Overall, this dream may reflect the dreamer’s feelings of being weighed down by responsibilities and yearning for intimacy and connection in their waking life.