What does it mean to dream of someone going down on you? I had a dream where this fictional anime character went down on me (an adult female) while a bunch of people watched from cameras. I like this character in real life, but in the dream he actively said he did not like me back. Regardless, our friends continued to ship us. (It should be noted all of us were also running a YouTube channel in the dream, so the Internet was also shipping the two of us non stop). In some sort of dare created by our friends, he agreed to perform oral sex on me, in exchange for people never shipping us together anymore. It kind of hurt my feelings how vehemently he didn't want to be with me. Our friends watched the exchange, seeing it as proof that he actually liked me but was too afraid to admit it. I was very torn about the whole exchange, finding it very pleasurable, but also knowing it was all a lie made me feel numb. Afterwards, he kept his word, never interacting with me beyond what he had to do. And I felt kind of used, even though I knew my friends meant well. As a side, I am a virgin. The anime character was an aged up Hitoshi Shinsou from My Hero Academia.Dreaming of someone going down on you can symbolize a desire for intimacy and pleasure in your waking life. The fact that the person in the dream is a fictional anime character may represent a longing for a fantasy or idealized relationship. The presence of cameras and the YouTube channel may suggest a fear of being watched or judged in your personal relationships. The character’s rejection of you in the dream may reflect feelings of insecurity or unworthiness in your real-life relationships. The exchange of oral sex in the dream may symbolize a power dynamic or a need for validation and acceptance. Your conflicting emotions of pleasure and numbness may indicate a struggle with your own desires and boundaries. As a virgin, this dream may also represent your curiosity and exploration of sexuality. Overall, this dream may be a reflection of your inner desires and fears surrounding intimacy and relationships.
