I had a dream that i was at school, or a similar setting. I was also carrying a gun - with no intent to hurt anyone. I entered a class and sat down next to someone who looked like a Drag Queen. There were several drag queens in the class. I was wearing a glamorous and flashy outfit similar to what drag queens wear - long pink dress with water-like fabric. Front of the dress was open. I think i was carrying a white hand gun. When I sat down my gun fired randomly, it was pointed at a floor. I chuckled and tried to click the safety on but i couldn't do it because th gun kept firing. I tried desperately to empty the chamber so the firing would stop but to no avail. Then i started pointing it at random spots on walls , floor and ceiling. For some reason i couldn't control my arm and my aim, so i accidentally shot at and killed people. One guy in particular was brutally killed and mutilated by my bullets. Then i was sentenced to death for my crime. They injected something into my body and i essentially became a vegetable - i couldn't move or speak. I couldn't see. I knew that they were carrying me to my execution. It was dark, my consciousness was there, but it also felt like i was close to leaving my physical form. I was scared of what would come after death, more specifically how God would judge me and cast me to hell for not being a Christian. But other than that i felt nice and cozy, it was a dreamlike state. It felt like i was floating through darkness and i was wrapped in a comforting embrace of the dark. This dream may reflect feelings of being out of control in waking life. The school setting could represent a sense of learning or growth, while the presence of drag queens may symbolize a desire for self-expression and freedom. The gun could represent power or aggression, but the lack of intent to harm suggests a lack of control over one’s actions. The accidental shootings and subsequent death sentence may represent feelings of guilt or fear of consequences for one’s actions. The injection and subsequent paralysis could symbolize a loss of agency or control. The fear of judgment and punishment from a higher power may reflect feelings of guilt or insecurity in one’s beliefs. The comforting embrace of darkness may represent a sense of peace or acceptance in the face of these fears. Overall, this dream may be a reflection of inner conflicts and a need to regain control in waking life.
