This dream may symbolize the conflicting emotions and fears that arise in a romantic relationship. The initial scene of being held by your boyfriend, who is taller and stronger than in real life, represents a desire for security and protection in the relationship. You feel small and loved, indicating a sense of vulnerability and trust in your partner. However, the sudden shift to breaking up and the distress and loss you feel suggest underlying doubts and insecurities about the relationship. The act of deleting things on Instagram and starting from scratch may represent the fear of losing your identity and having to rebuild your life without your partner. The mention of outdoor hobbies and not wanting to go back to your previous lifestyle could symbolize the changes and sacrifices you have made for the relationship, and the fear of losing those aspects of yourself. This dream may be a reflection of your subconscious fears and concerns about the future of your relationship and the potential consequences of a breakup. It may also be a reminder to address any underlying issues and communicate openly with your partner to maintain a healthy and fulfilling relationship.
