Nov 5 2020
Jack and I are connected beyond time and space and we can see into each other's minds at any time, from the past into the future.
Jan 22 2021
Details are unclear but Jack came back into my life
March 9 2021
Interior. I’m looking at myself in the mirror and I have some sort of fungal infection on my scalp in which I’m balding. I keep brushing my hair and thinking I look terrible. I look at my entire face and I think I look like some sort of a burn victim; I have missing eyebrows and patches of new skin that is coming up pink.
Just before I was walking past Jack and I feel embarrassed that he’s seen me this way, although initially I thought I looked good, when I look in the mirror I feel atrocious. Anyhow when Jack turns his back I notice he’s wearing a woman’s dress in a flower pattern and he has some kind of braided pigtail.
Later there’s a shift and I’m talking with someone about an e-commerce company I’ve started and the woman I’m speaking to started a similar company awhile ago. While I’m busy speaking to her some women are saying they’re jealous of me because I have a significantly younger boyfriend, who happens to look like my friend (tall blond guy). He was invited to a party that is being thrown by George W. Bush and I want to go but he tells someone that we’re not going and that he doesn’t want to go.
There's another shift in consciousness, and I’m going down an elevator in the hallway that leads to the outside when I get trapped in a thought loop and the sequence w Jack repeats again with me being obsessed about being bald due to a fungal scalp infection. The area that’s balding is crusty with scabs. I notice my hair is grey and thinning.
(note: I have never had a fungal infection on my scalp and luckily, I don't suffer from grey or thinning hair and have a head full of hair. However, the night before this dream, I was reading a case history of some oral fungal medication that allowed a man to fully grow back his hair, and when his hair grew back, it was dark blonde, curly and bouncy. He was also missing eyebrows, but he grew back his eyebrows as well...For some reason, I found this case history incredibly fascinating)
April 25 2021
Walking down a yellowish tunnel that resembles the London Underground. I’m walking together with a husky build, taller guy when he suddenly kisses me and we’re rolling on the floor. However, there are security cameras watching us and I don’t want to be caught on camera having sex. We’re huddled together when he suddenly kisses another man laying down next to us, who is a pale, white older man. I’m a little surprised then realise that he and the other man have been in a relationship for a while.
Anyhow, we’re walking together again, and I have some anxiety about catching the train or something or another, and I suddenly walk off on my own. The guy is thinking that I’ll eventually leave him for Jack.
Shift and I am talking to a black woman who is a teacher. I am telling her that I am burnt out and sick and tired of my industry. What I want to do is learn how to read Ancient Egyptian hieroglyphics. She thinks this is amusing. I mention how Steve Jobs said that if you wake up too many days and not like what you’re doing it’s time to change.
June 13 2021
White space. I’m talking to Jack. We’re having a light-hearted discussion about something but when I wake up I don’t recall what it was about. I feel like I’m talking to an old friend from long ago who I know well.
Sept 5 2021
Day. Interior/Exterior. I am looking at a bird’s eye view of Jack in his room and assessing some ailment he is suffering from. He has some sort of parasitic infection that begins with an “A” like avar-something or ata-something. There are symptoms for it. I am turning it over in my head and analysing the situation objectively in an omniscient narrative. Although the details are crystal clear, when I wake up, they become foggy and I can’t remember exactly what I had analysed.
Aug 30 2023
Jack is looking for a technical job. He explains something in detail but which I forget when I wake up.
There is a shift and just before waking. I’m looking at a younger version of myself, she has just graduated from Yale University. She’s wearing a cheerleading outfit and is extremely thin (eg, 48 kg or 105 lbs) similar to the way I was as a college student.
Nov 27 2023
Interior, posh bar. I’m drinking champagne in flutes and talking with a few people there, one is Jack and just as I’m laughing and leaning into his embrace I suddenly wake up or feel woken up by someone who is monitoring my dreams.The dream on Nov 5 2020 signifies a deep connection with someone beyond the constraints of time and space. This person, represented by Jack, is able to see into your mind and understand your thoughts and emotions. This connection may represent a strong bond or a soulmate connection. The dream on Jan 22 2021 suggests that this person has re-entered your life, possibly bringing new opportunities and growth. The dream on March 9 2021 delves into your inner thoughts and insecurities. The fungal infection on your scalp symbolizes a fear of losing your identity or feeling unattractive. The presence of Jack in this dream may represent your desire for acceptance and validation from this person. The shift to discussing an e-commerce company may symbolize your ambition and drive to succeed. The dream on April 25 2021 takes place in a yellowish tunnel, symbolizing a journey of self-discovery. The tall, husky man represents a masculine aspect of yourself, and the kiss and rolling on the floor may symbolize a merging of your masculine and feminine energies. The fear of being caught on camera may represent a fear of judgment or exposure. Overall, these dreams suggest a period of transformation and growth, as you navigate your inner thoughts and desires.
