This dream may symbolize your strong desire to protect and defend your loved ones. The man who wanted to have intercourse with you may represent a threat or danger in your waking life. Your refusal to engage in the act and your subsequent act of shooting and killing him may reflect your determination to stand up against this threat and eliminate it. The presence of your son and his father in the dream may represent your maternal and protective instincts, as well as your desire to keep them safe from harm. The act of crying blood may symbolize the emotional toll that this situation is taking on you. The feeling of something rising and the statement that ‘all must pay’ may suggest a sense of justice and retribution for the harm that was threatened against your family. Your body heating up and the chant for forgiveness may represent your inner conflict between wanting to protect your loved ones and not wanting to resort to violence. This dream may be a reflection of your strong sense of responsibility and love for your family, and a reminder to always stand up for what is right and protect those you care about.