This dream may symbolize your inner struggle with the idea of letting go and saying goodbye to a loved one. The steep and difficult stairs represent the challenges and obstacles you may face in the process of accepting your grandmother’s impending death. The car ride with your grandmother out of control could represent your fear of losing control in the face of this difficult situation. The random possessions she loads into her wheelchair may symbolize the memories and emotions that your grandmother carries with her as she nears the end of her life. The sudden shift to China could represent a feeling of being lost or out of place in this new reality. The dark hall and your grandmother’s vomiting could symbolize the darkness and pain of death. Her attack on your face and the demand to eat her could represent your inner conflict of wanting to hold on to her, even as she is dying. This dream may be a reflection of your emotions and fears surrounding your grandmother’s mortality and the process of letting go.