This dream may symbolize your inner fears and anxieties about motherhood and the responsibilities that come with it. The birth of your second child represents a new phase in your life, one that you may not feel fully prepared for. The fact that you are not in a relationship in real life could suggest feelings of being alone or unsupported in this journey. The presence of the guards could represent societal pressures and expectations placed on mothers to be perfect and fulfill certain roles. The fact that they accuse you of abandoning your child and not giving him breast milk could symbolize your own doubts and insecurities about being a good mother. However, your strong response and assertion of your motherhood and parenting skills shows your determination and confidence in your abilities. The healthy and active first child could represent your successful experience with motherhood so far. The act of breastfeeding your child could symbolize your nurturing and caring nature, and the fact that the child appears bigger and healthier could represent your desire to raise your children to be strong and successful. Overall, this dream may be a reflection of your fears, doubts, and strengths as a mother, and a reminder to trust in yourself and your abilities.