This dream may symbolize a confrontation with your shadow self, the darker and repressed aspects of your personality. The room decorated with plants and dim light represents a sense of comfort and familiarity, but the presence of your older self in white suggests a more mature and pure version of yourself. The inability to communicate with this version of yourself may indicate a disconnect between your conscious and unconscious self. The widening of her eyes and frantic pointing towards the pit of darkness behind you could represent your shadow self trying to bring your attention to something you have been avoiding or suppressing. The trashed room and disappearance of your other self could symbolize the chaos and destruction that can occur when you ignore or deny your shadow self. Your fear and inability to move in the dream may reflect your resistance to facing these hidden aspects of yourself. This dream may be a reminder to acknowledge and integrate your shadow self in order to achieve inner balance and wholeness.