This dream may symbolize your subconscious desire for closure and healing from a past toxic relationship. The narcissistic, aggressive, and abusive ex-boyfriend represents the negative and harmful aspects of your past relationship that you have been trying to distance yourself from. However, his persistent presence in your dream suggests that you have not fully let go of the past and may still be carrying emotional baggage from that relationship. The fact that he has transformed into a nice person may indicate that you are ready to forgive and move on from the hurt and pain caused by your ex. Your deceased husband’s appearance in the dream may represent your longing for his guidance and support in this process of healing. However, his silence and distance may suggest that you are struggling to connect with your own emotions and may need to work on your own healing before seeking closure from your past. The big crowd symbolizes the overwhelming emotions and thoughts that may be hindering your progress. This dream may be a reminder to prioritize your own emotional well-being and to seek closure and healing on your own terms.