The Transformative Game of Becoming a Monster

The Transformative Game of Becoming a Monster
I was at home. I was in a room with white walls, bed and a mirror. It reminded me of my mother’s room. There was a small space to move but it was enough. I felt that I can scream and make loud noises as long as I want without the fear of being heard. I had a lot of different costume of monsters that i wanted to put on. I remember there was a pile of costumes lying on the floor and some of the costumes were lying on the bed, like they were waiting for their turn to be put on. When i was putting it on i acted like i was transforming into a monster. I was acting like i was in an agony. I was screaming, falling on the floor and felt like there is some kind of different wild and animallike spirit that is taking control over me with every new part of costume that i was putting on till it entirely erase my personality and turn me into a monster, none of this was actually happening. All of that was just a game. I was fully aware of what i am doing and there was nothing that was actually taking control over me. I was enjoying the process and constantly looking in the mirror to see every part of my transformation. I was waiting for the last stages of transformation, to be able to finally say that I am glad that I became a monster and stop pretending that I do not want to turn into this. For me it was just a game.

This dream may symbolize a desire for change and transformation in your life. The white walls and bed represent a sense of familiarity and comfort, possibly linked to your childhood and your mother’s influence. The mirror may represent self-reflection and the ability to see yourself in a new light. The small space to move may suggest limitations or restrictions in your life, but the lack of fear in being heard while screaming and making loud noises suggests a sense of freedom and release. The costumes of monsters may represent different aspects of your personality or hidden desires that you want to explore. The act of putting on the costumes and transforming into a monster may symbolize a desire to break free from societal norms and expectations. The wild and animal-like spirit taking control over you may represent a primal and uninhibited side of yourself that you want to embrace. Ultimately, the dream may reflect a desire to fully embrace your true self and let go of any inhibitions or fears holding you back.