This dream may symbolize your fear of losing someone close to you, particularly your crush. The field represents a sense of freedom and openness, but the gunshot shatters this peaceful atmosphere. The fact that no one else seemed to notice the gunshot could suggest that you feel alone in your fears and anxieties. Your attempt to save your crush’s life may reflect your desire to protect and keep them close to you. However, his death in your arms could represent your fear of not being able to save or protect him in real life. The psychotic meltdown and fainting could symbolize the overwhelming emotions and shock you would feel in such a traumatic situation. The blame from your crush’s brother may represent your own feelings of guilt or responsibility for not being able to prevent the tragedy. The dream ending with you crying and hyperventilating could suggest that you are still processing and dealing with the emotional aftermath of this loss. It may be a reflection of your fear of losing someone you care about deeply and the impact it would have on you. This dream could also be a reminder to cherish and appreciate the people in your life while you have them.