Dreaming of an ex-husband’s death can symbolize the end of a significant relationship or chapter in your life. The fact that you did not attend the funeral suggests that you have not fully processed or accepted the end of this relationship. Your fear of seeing his body and taking in the news may reflect your reluctance to confront the reality of the situation. This dream may also reveal unresolved feelings of guilt or regret for not being able to save the relationship. The fact that you continue to feel sad and cry every day, even after many years, suggests that you are still carrying this emotional burden with you. Seeing his picture hanging on the wall in his home may represent a reminder of the past and the memories you shared together. Your depression and inability to express your emotions in the dream may reflect your struggle to move on and let go of the past. This dream may be a sign that it is time to confront and process your feelings about this relationship in order to find closure and move forward in your life.